Manuscripts in Progress: Marvin Spector finishing Stay High

Marvin is in his final six months of over twelve years with his long novel called Stay High. I mentioned it earlier in my blog. Here is one of his poems included in the book. If anybody knows of an agent who would be interested, this is extremely beautiful writing on the subject of the Hippie Trail.

Leaving

Did someone shout freeedom?
Or was it just an icy dream on a fiery day?
From blood congealed by aching desire,
To the rich, red explosion of a juicy beet,
Past the tingling taste of the tiny
Purple and blush bubbles of a blood orange,
Freedom is scarlet, carmine, crimson, vermilion,
The penultimate shriek. Without it, nothing changes.
An opaque layer of burnt sienna blankets his mind,
Intensifies when he tightens closed eyes,
Only a mood, yet it seems more real than any relic of
Civilization built from bone, wood, or stone.
Suddenly the sonic vibrations from the shouted word,
“Freeedom,” shatter a crystalline chrysalis
Buried deep in his unconscious,
Crumbling the wall of color, freeing his mind of mauve.
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In a dream within a dream,
He watches the sound of breaking glass
Awaken a tiny threadlike scorpion
Sleeping on a peach-scented bed of pellucid opal
In a golden bassinet lined with raw silk and fine linen.
The bed belongs to Babylove,
Who blindly reaches for a swollen breast,
While the deadly insect scurries away.
Did no one see? Just me, just me?
* * * *
He’s leaving today, but deep down it barely registers.
See, for him, everything’s middles,
No beginnings, no ends except birth and death.
Always, solving one problem automatically creates
another.
Like a pendulum overshooting its resting place,
His responses are always too much or too little.
In a nightmare,
Wounded, exhausted, he stumbles, and falls.
Blood dots the moonlit snow.
Gaining ground, the savage pack howls in triumph,
Encircling him in the bruised purple dawn,
Sitting on their thighs, slit-like topaz eyes
Gleam with suppressed excitement.
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Stomachs growl, tongues loll as they wait without patience
For darker skies to hide dark deeds.
In every life he was the victim, preferred it.
How else maintain his humanity?
Since power corrupts, and fame attracts the infamous.
Good and bad meant little to him.
Most times he didn’t know the difference,
And arrogantly thought no one else does either.
Besides, one always becomes the other,
Like every opposite in this hell of the emotions.
Even though the ferocity
Of our over-the-top world stuns him,
Life is still sacred, isn’t it?
Despite the ravages of time, pain, and death,
We’re all undying spirits, right? God’s thoughts?
Again, that booming sound, freeedom.
Like blood coursing through plaque in an artery,
The word smashes through a spider’s web of dark and
Tangled thoughts, sweeping everything before it.
Now, he finally hears it, and for the first time in months,
He’s happy, deliriously happy, falling down happy!
Happy! Happy! Happy!
Nobody knows freedom like a convict released.